As Tears Go By

I'm starting to not getting things under control. Maybe 'cause of SPRING. Or ANATOMY. Or it's just me growing older and older.
Do you remember everything what happened between us in last two years?
Every single moment of it ran through my mind when we were standing there on the wall when you were hugging me.


We were sitting in a park (do we do anything else than that when we meet?:)) and the air in May is pretty the same there as it used to be.
The street, cars and trams driving under the opened window. We did touch each other that night, don't you remember? I didn't want to, but finally, when we were lying in bed, you held my hand and I fell asleep like that.
And I cancelled a date with HD following afternoon, 'cause my mind was full of.. you?



I want it back - not only May '07 itself
but also the feeling that I'm beginning to love you more and more with every new morning
and I had to beg my mom to let me to stay in Prague overnight
while it was me who went 'home' with you yesterday and when I was walking back to the tower, I realized how scarying idea is it for me to LOVE anyone right now and what more -- that anyone could really love me back. Of course I love you, but I so much got used to the fact that my feelings to you don't bother you that now I just don't know how to cope with that. But do I even have to?