The game of life is hard to play

and we're gonna loose it anyway.



So what have we gained and lost and what we have left?

My common bad mood. Scratches almost healed. Fuck, why happiness lasts seconds while THIS can endure for days and days? It almost seems that we're all born miserable and unhappy and just SOMETIMES we can get out of it, if we are lucky enough.

This's not 'jumping off' 'cause of random event, someone, something. This's 'jumping off' 'cause of NOTHING, nothing, nothing, no reason to live it till the end. Where's the answer to the big WHY? Isn't it somethin like 'Hahah, you are fucked now, aren't you?'??
Give me a reason to wake up tomorrow, please.