being an egoist means probably the greatest
unsatisfaction one can get in life

antichrist

women's view of men /as much unhappy as you/

i hate him
for not truly loving me
which is just obvious
although sometimes
he says otherwise
and the only desperate solution
is so quick that you
barely take off your pants
it's not that i want his attention
and not that i like it
i just do it
'cause there's no better way
to show him how much i hate him
'cause i would never do that
to a person i love


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ample make this bed
make this bed with awe
in it wait till judgment break
excellent and fair

be its mattress straight
be its pillow round
let no sunrise yellow noise
interrupt this ground

/emily dickinson/


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*happy new year